Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 12, 2023 11:53:17 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 12, 2023 11:53:17 GMT -5
You bring the fruit juice, crackers, cheese and the other things. I’ll make the chicken salad. That had been the deal made a few weeks ago during their therapy session. Now those days off finally aligned as this pregnancy was taking its toll. Why? The first scan had left Lucas and herself with a huge shock and she did feel she needed another mother to be to talk too. She was showing by now and today as she finished off the vegetable chopping and pulling the slow cooked chicken she settled for a sleeveless dress. The heat was really getting to her now and the two buns in the oven were taking more from her. She knew she wouldn’t be able to work up to the birth date even if she was fully in a desk job. The time for lunch was near and she did hope her OSE counterpart was having a better time than she was. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 13, 2023 5:57:34 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 13, 2023 5:57:34 GMT -5
Blythe was mostly handling pregnancy effects ok but it had mostly been tears but that was fine. Tears were good to say the least and she did not mind it too much. She had gathered everything and made her way down to the apartment and knocked. "Alice, are you okay?" she asked as she knocked again. Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 13, 2023 13:37:27 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 13, 2023 13:37:27 GMT -5
Alice heard the knock and then the call from Blythe. Then she walked over to answer the door. Right now Alice and Lucas were trying to figure out which apartment to stay in. If they lived here the flower room would have to make way for the nursery. Lucas and Sam did share their apartment but both couples would have to figure these arrangements out. “I’m coming” Alice called out still smoothing her blue dress down and feeling it was going to look as good as it was going to get she opened the door with a little smile for Blythe. She had been showing a little at the group therapy. Now it was way more obvious and even with resting more she still looked tired. “Please come in Blythe. Everything is ready to be served up”. She may not have been crying but the heat and the nausea were starting to get her down. Lucas was not going to get her knocked up again unless he seriously earned his brownie points along with wining and dining. “Not so good Blythe” she admitted. “We had quite a shock after the first scan”. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 14, 2023 14:26:54 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 14, 2023 14:26:54 GMT -5
Blythe had always thought it was more respectful to wait until you were invited in so once she was she took a minute still and then walked in. It was cute. "Hi," she said. Doing things off from work was still new but nowhere near unwanted. "You look exhausted," she said. "You need one of these," she said as she shuffled around in her bag and pulled out a mini portable fan. "Keep it with you and it helps at least I think it does." "What's wrong?" she asked her voice full of concern. "Let me sit down first and you sit down too please." Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 14, 2023 15:05:56 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 14, 2023 15:05:56 GMT -5
Alice was handed the mini portable and said “thank you Blythe. There’s more going on than I thought”. Then she sat on the sofa with lunch still in the kitchen. Then looked back at Blythe again. “Lucas and myself had our first scan. It’s not one baby. Two in fact. So feeling so tired shouldn’t be a surprise. You don’t have to be a detective to figure out the rest”. It just wasn’t the heat that was kicking her ass. It was the second baby. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 16, 2023 6:55:56 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 16, 2023 6:55:56 GMT -5
She knew that sometimes she could say no words and people thought that was because she was shocked but as she listened to Alice she was truly shocked because it was a shock to think that you were having one baby but to find more than one was well more shocking. "Oh my god," she said. "I mean congratulations," she said. "No actually I mean oh my god, wow. You alright with that?" Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 16, 2023 7:34:40 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 16, 2023 7:34:40 GMT -5
Blythe's concern was obvious as Alice was small and slightly built to begin with. The shock was passed for her and now she had to deal with the reality of this. "It dosen't feel like a shock anymore. They think its a boy and a girl but the next scan will confirm that. I guess I have to be alright with it but it was no wonder my ass was being kicked. They feel quite active already but I don't feel as sure about this now as I was initaly" she replied quietly adding "I'll get the pulled chicken salad so we can start". She'd seen Sam and Ace's baby boy and how Sam was dealing with motherhood. She wasn't sure if she could do this or not. So getting to her feet and returning with their salad and chicken they just needed the plates and condiments. The dining table was already set. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 17, 2023 12:44:32 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 17, 2023 12:44:32 GMT -5
"I would have passed out which I am sure would have been too terrible but it is a truth. It is honestly good that you have been able to adjust to it." Parenthood was a lot. "Well I think that is okay, emotionally we go through a lot but the important part is to always make sure that whatever you are feeling is valid and validated. I'll kick your boyfriend's ass if I need too." Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 17, 2023 16:10:02 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 17, 2023 16:10:02 GMT -5
One more trip brought everything that was needed for lunch and along with what Blythe brought they were all set to talk and eat. Alice had coped but it was hard and getting harder. “Lucas is with me on the journey. We didn’t plan on starting that so soon though but two little lives had other plans. Right now it feels like they’re trying out for the Jaguars football team and are impatient” she softly replied. She gave Blythe the chance to take what she wanted from the bowl first but now she was eating for three she did need to eat a lot more often than she used too. “So how has your experience been?” she asked. She did hope her friend had an easier time. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 18, 2023 15:07:15 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 18, 2023 15:07:15 GMT -5
She leaned over so she could help Alice bring the food over and she spoke. Blythe was never going to be the type of person to know how to express feelings but she did know when someone just needed to vent. "I think when life changes so fast it feels like we can not catch our breath but you are strong and you will get a handle on it. If you do not, just laugh because I know that I am not. I have no maternal in me but I am reading and it is kind of helping but you have taken tough cases and did right by them, you will do right in motherhood too." Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 19, 2023 4:53:10 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 19, 2023 4:53:10 GMT -5
Alice wasn’t quite sure if she could do this motherhood thing. Yet she knew she couldn’t handle the guilt if she didn’t try. The guilt would be even worse if the child ended up in an orphanage because she couldn’t cope. Blythe’s words helped as she started to eat. “The first stage was love for Lucas. Then getting closer it was hard to live without him. Now two babies are going to depend on us and he’s the most calm between us” Alice softly replied. “Then they’ll have play dates together with your baby. Probably even end up going to school together if your service continues on this island”. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 19, 2023 13:30:37 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 19, 2023 13:30:37 GMT -5
"Yeah people say oh you get x amount of time like the adjustment is enough but," she paused a second because she was trying to think of how exactly to say it. "Teamwork." It was the only thing that she could think of to say at the moment that fit the situation in the end. "Team work, lots and lots of it will be the key or I mean be the key that I think. The two of you are good at team work right?" Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 19, 2023 15:48:31 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 19, 2023 15:48:31 GMT -5
“You’ve seen me being an action hero. As well as leader of men and women so I understand teamwork So does Lucas” Alice replied and that answered the question for Blythe. “However I still have doubts about being able to do this. I seen one way of doing this as I grew up but I don’t know how much help we’ll have and we both work” she added. Her voice showed those doubts but also herself knowing she had to pull this off. Blythe Mercer
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Aug 21, 2023 6:21:25 GMT -5
Post by Blythe Mercer on Aug 21, 2023 6:21:25 GMT -5
"Well there are all different ways to raise a child. I think it honestly comes down to if a person can connect with their children and how the personalities go with one another as well. Having a child is more dangerous than any case we have ever been on because we can't return it. It's okay to be scared but it is not okay to give up or give in." Alice Seraphim
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Alice Seraphim
Oddity
female
bi-sexual
loves her Lucas
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Aug 21, 2023 13:27:16 GMT -5
Post by Alice Seraphim on Aug 21, 2023 13:27:16 GMT -5
At least she'd been through parenting classes so she'd have some idea of what to do. The basics like making up formula and feeding a baby were covered. Also winding one after feeding. She felt she could connect with a child after Francis brought Sita's boy over but the birth was only the start of a lifelong mission. Now she'd have the extra worry of knowing two lives would depend on her once she got back to frontline police work. She was doing this for them to make the island safe for them to grow up but having one close brush with death was bad enough. She was bound to have a lot more before she left frontline duties behind. "I think I can connect with a child. I worry about letting them down though even with doing my homework for the neonatal nurse. They looked very big and active during the last scan" she replied being able to eat for now. Not being able to drink caffeine was a strange side effect though. Blythe Mercer
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