the hottest day in the shade (closed)

"Hell no," he said before realizing it. "I mean it's simply not my scene to be honest. I could get dressed up I have before but at the end of the day I do not want to feel like I need to. I do not know that much about the Ashfords because people with money always seem to be able to cover everything bad about themselves up and I am smart enough to realize that should I go digging it would do me more harm than good."

He could do stupid things from time to time but it did not mean that he was stupid. "Maybe if they throw like a boat party. I have always been extremely partial to the water so that is where anyone can easily find me."

Cae Mire

"Yeah well once my father died we did before that we did the same thing that everyone else did and kind of lived in a home and everything was good and the rest well as you know the rest is history. I try not to push forth on the past but sometimes you do have to talk about it because there is no other way to get around it." At one point and time he did think that he wanted all of that but then his own family had went so south that he did not.

"What about you what would you say that you remember the most from your child hood? I mean we all have things that we remember but sometimes it is easier to just pin point one thing here or there if that makes sense."

Cae Mire

"Life comes at us so fast that sometimes it is hard to know which way we are going and which way we are not. I mean a party for example as we are saying is a big move. I mean everyone is gathered in a room and smiling but when you look at the smiles you know that everything is really seen behind the eyes. If someone wants you to be good at something they will always look you in the eyes because that is the only way to truly show how well someone is really knowing you if that makes any sense."

Cae Mire

He took a second and let the thoughts that were sitting in his head marinate. "I mean everything has a reaction to a person's action so it only makes sense that everything we do has a bit of a cause and effect to it. I would prefer to sit here and say that it did not but that in no way is the truth. I think that to me personally that is what the idea of paradise is built around." He knew that he had taken a while to circle around to what exactly it was that was paradise in the first place but he felt like he truly knew what it was now.

"Paradise is different depending on who is looking at it. A lot of people come here because it is calming but you might have the one person who comes here because it is different from their every day life. Maybe here and there you have a few people here and there who like water sounds," he said as he laughed. All the differences were things that he had come to notice also as things that made everyone different in a big picture of trying to find out where it was that you fit in. "Our past is always going to be important but we should not let it permanently define who we are, it only needs to help mold us for what we can only hope is a better future."

A bar? He thought about that too for a minute because he did not exactly know how alcohol would effect him. "Yeah let's go that sounds good," he said as he stood up. Once they were both up he walked and the sands along his toes felt good but the whole island was still something that he was getting used to. "The nearest bar is probably lit up with palm tree decorations or something but as long as the alcohol is good I do not think that I will mind it too much."

Cae Mire

He stood up and nodded. "It all sounds good to me and we are good now so let's go." He always thought it was better to walk around in at the least pairs on the island because it was crazy to think that you could not be safe but he had seen a lot of different stuff and he just wanted everyone to be safe.

Once they had arrived he opened the door for her and took a second. "You know what you want to drink or do you know where you want to sit? I can order our drinks if you want and that should be okay."

Cae Mire

It was not impossible to get him drunk though it was hard. Still he did not believe that he had to worry about anything with Trove as he had decided to go back to calling her. It was true that they knew each other inside and out so he took a second and ordered them both a martini. It was a small drink to start with but if they wanted to get drunk he figured they might as well start small. "Okay our drinks will be here," he said as he took a seat.

"This is a nice spot by the way. It has just enough light that we can see one another but not so much that we forget what the other one looks like. Look I just want to take a few minutes and let you know that I am sorry. I did not mean that, I did not mean anything by it but a lot of times it is hard to do my job."

Cae Mire